December 8 used to be a day I tried to avoid or sleep through.
Because even if I tried to consciously forget ...
the body remembers and is very protective when have been past threats and pain,
and tries to prevent same from recurring ever again. Often without our realizing it .
It is a now programmed physiological response ..
On this date, decades ago I was the victim of what is now termed assault.
That one incident changed the course of my life .....
But this year .. the perpetrator had died ... and for once I was free and unafraid.
Which is probably why have been so naughty lately ...
can think of these things without a gut wrenching tightening or nightmares .
December 8 no longer brings me THAT pain ..
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ....
more jokes to cum .... LOL!!
